I think humans are fucking selfish.. They only find you when they need you and dump you away the moment they are satisfy with you..
I really hate living.. 
I really hate saying that I care and worried because those feeling make me feel so weak as a human. I don't want to care or worried too much. In fact, I really dislike the thought of me caring for someone because they don't give appreciate it when I care about them 
This feeling is killing me and I HATE IT! 
I don't want to feel anything, I don't want to feel happy, sad, worried and so on. I just don't wish to care about anyone anymore.
Why don't men love me who am I but not what society tell them to love those skinny and pretty girl. Why can't men just accept the fact that this is who I am and I won't change so just admit that you like me and be with me? 
I DON'T WANT TO CARE BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I AM A HUMAN,