Reality

How?

How do I feel pretty when I look like a fucking piece of shit....
How do I feel confident when I am obese and ugly
How can someone give their heart to someone they barely know...
How can someone trust again when you are cheated multiply times...
How can I ever feel love someone with such low self-esteem for myself?
How will someone love me when I am so ugly, fat, rude and loud?
How can I make myself a better person?
How can I make someone be pleased with me and ask me to not change any part of me.

Why?
Why won't people stop discriminating me?
Why can't anyone just sit down and try to fully understand me?
Why can't I convince myself that I am not okay?
Why wouldn't I be proud of my achievement?
Why can't I be satisfied with what I have now when I think I have everything...
Why can't I find a right person for me?
Why do people hate me....


I never do anything wrong..
I am so so fucking tired of being nice to people that clearly don't deserve me
I am so done with trying to please everyone
Fuck those people.
I am going to be myself and if you don't like it, then just fuck off
Gossip whatever you want, I had it

The end, FIN