Paradise, maybe? 

Hello all, we celebrated Freda's birthday yesterday!! 

It was fun cause Freda really like her present and I'm really happy that

I got to see Beatrice and Kar rong yesterday, so like ya.

Today, i met up Sylvia and Lizhi today.

Talked and played till 5pm at sentosa and back to my house to watch movie.

I'm super glad to get to see them, they are so sweet you know.

They always make sure that we get to meet up once during the holidays. :)

After that, I went out at night to meet cheryl and Val. 

I talked to them and we ended up talking from Val and her boyfriend

to me and my crush.

I really do think that I'm over him but Cheryl and Val don't think so.

I just thought of him once during the Cambodia trip and i bought this 

wristband cause i thought of him, i really don't know why. 

Back then, he just broke up with his ex and still can't over her and he

totally pushed me away when i tried to communicate with him.

Moreover, my classmate likes him and she's prettier than me

Obviously, i will feel super demoralised la. 

Then, he totally distance away from me and my group of friends.

And obviously, he grown into someone that i don't know.

Even if you asked me why don't try it again now, I won't want to cause

it will be fucking awkward. 

Look guys, I'm really trying my best to forget about him, I really do.

I tried to keep my mind occupied with others stuff and it is working for now.

I know that he can find someone else better than me, it's easy for him but

it's whether if he want to open up to that girl or not.

So i don't have to worry about him but I'm worried about myself.

I'm scared that I can't find my another half... 

HAHAHA, as confidence as i can say that I can live without a man but 

I do wanna experience how it feel like to love someone who love you 

as much as you love him equally. It will be a wonderful feeling.

Okay till i blog again.

Byebye people. :)