Too cute to be true.

Hello people, work is fine.
I am scared to fall in love now.
Afraid to love the wrong person, my hope to crush.
Got mock by their friends..
A ugly and fat person like me..
Falling in love is easily but finding the right person is very hard.
It is like what people say.
" There are many tress in the forest, choose the tallest and prettiest
among them all."
I ain't the tall or pretty.. sigh.
I wonder what will my life be in the future.
Single for life is the most possible choice.
The dream of having children seems so far now.
Be with someone who love you wholeheartedly seems
so impossible in this cruel and shameless world..
I am not trying to be negative, i am just stating the fact..
I wish i don;t have to be that straight forward and praise myself/
But, this is the fact. You can never change the fact.
But, I don't wish to change anything about me right now.
I find it pointless to change anything for any person.
What is the point if the person don't love you and you are
changing so much for him\her.
Ain't i right, people?
Sigh.. Idk what is good for me you know...