I did a lot of crying-hugging today.

Helloooo people!!!

I finally let my chest out today.

That girl is really going to die on wednesday.

I am so lucky to have such friends who really care for me.

Because i cannot express my anger with words, the only thing i know is cry.

I felt so worthless and stupid to just cry and let people to help me.

It is like when people treat me like that, i would just kept my mouth and eye away.

But, this time is really horrible, the name that she called me is just too insulting.

No one ever called me that, i was so angry that i don't know what to do.

Hopeless at first, thought that every thing would be repeat again one more time

cause i didn't do anything to stop it.

Is it because i am infamous in school that why she dare to say that insulting name

towards me that loud?

It think it could be the answer.

Well, that is life. Infamous= verbal insults.

I wonder how am i going to suffer in Poly with such a timid character.

I don't even stand up for myself...