I feel as if no one is there for you when you needed them the most.

Is like whatever i do.

Whenever i wan someone to be there for me.

No one was there.

The only thing that entertain me was my music and video.

Why am i living in this kind of life?

I just so sick.

So sick about this kind of rubbish thing/

How i really wish that some random car can just knocked on me

and let me forget all my memories about this god damn school.

I'm just so upset so hurt by the people in that school that

the thought of suiciding will came to my head.

i really give up.

Give up in friendship, give up in making friends.

Sometimes, i really wonder it is cause of my physical appearance that

why some people treat me like that?

I'm just so hurt, too hurt now.