Sigh, broken promises.
I'm just so sick of this kind of thing.
Why must it always always always happen to me?
Am i that easy to be deceive?
I really don't understand.
Everyone around is me is hurting me.
If i never text Eileen, she will totally forgot about me.
This is how a friend should treat her another friend huh...
Somehow, i totally give up on my friends already.
Knowing that, they never ask me out is already too much for me to handle.
Sian, my life is so miserable.
Forget it, my secondary life is going to end soon.
The memories of my friends is not sweet but tons of bitter memories.
I wish that i could just forget all of them and live my normal life.
They ain't there for me when i need them.
Never there, i was always alone when I was sad or angry.
What are words, they are just words
Unless you really prove it...
The sec 5 camp may had help some of us but not all of us.
It might had change us for few weeks but all of us went back to our
normal personality after that.
No use trying to change your personality now, it's already too late.
Everything it's too late now expect for studying.
Studying is the only thing that could only push oneself to do something.
Looks like, the only thing that i really can depend on is my studying.
Forget it, i will just forget it.
Treat this like a bullshit torture and live my life.