How can you don't love amber, she's just so cute.

Hey all.
So, today is ss paper.
I was happy cause the two chapter that i studied came out
but i can't remember any factors.
Sian, then what's the point of memories those points?
I wanted to cry very badly in school earlier.
I can't help myself, i felt so useless that i can't even control my emotions.

I hope no one see this and ask me questions cause i hate answering.
Furthermore, i got back my tuition English paper 2.
I did so badly, how am i going to pass my English like that?
I really wanna just go into a corner and cry out when i saw my result.
It's just so disappointing to see myself having this result.
Can someone tell me what to do?
Please don't tell me to study cause i knew that i need to study.
I'm like losing a lot of friends, Jia hui is furthering away from me.
What can i do, nothing.
Some more, you are suppose to give up on me.
Why can't you just give up on me?
Stop staring, stop acting in front of me, stop whatever that you are doing!
I already give up on you so stop doing this kind of stupid stuff.
Go like other girls, just like other girls beside me.
I am not worth your love, really.
I hate it when your clique stare at me as if I am a freak.
Please, i am begging you to stop everything.
Feel my pain and ask yourselves this question.
Do you really want me to suffer so badly?